Better than nothing

p/s:I am currently on BETTER THAN NOTHING by Maria Mena

First of all I am truly apologies for not updating LULA. This is totally because I can't find my courage to wrote something here. Plus my head is spinning like hey! for the past few months. I don't even know whether I can compile all that and share it here. For the past few months ago, for the first time in my life I felt like a normal teens as I am totally being "interrogate" with some loveholic drama and more drama melancolic (did i spell it right?)..hehe..translate,please? Well, this is obviously not the first time I fall from the stairs (fall in L**** should i say)ahaha.. but this the love struck is more stucked!hehe.. em..sorry to say, why suddenly I don't have the urge (still) or still don't have the mood the share it..maybe this thingy happened for quite a time ago and all I wanna do is just continue my life to the fullest and be a good daughter to my ibu. Later2, kte continue series ni ok?

So, lets talk about the song?nak? haha..I found that song from my big bro ipod (cehhh..org KL mesti lew already have an ipod and all the coolest gadget in town) hehe..as I were sneaking around his playlist, as to be honest I am such a beginner to become a music lover and actually I don't find his choice of song really suits me..but then,finally..i found Maria Mena.

WHEN THE MALAY PEOPLE SAY...

mixing around plus getting closer to the friends.
i.a.m.a.s.i.c.k.p.e.r.s.o.n.
me..dah layak mengundi.
birthday oh birthday..sana sini
dah terer termenung..nak thinking of my own business
the latest and newest journal entires.


bila orang melayu kata:
"ish..ish..apa nak jadi daa??dah bersawang dah belogsepot nih.Dasar pemaleh tahap kronik betul la budak ni.Nak update kan blog satu ni pon susah..kwang..kwang.."


hahaha..i dont even know what is happening to me.Like now is already at the month of March and it is almost getting to the end,thus,to make things worst,im not even have my own NEW YEAR RESOLUTION for the year of 2011!!!what the f***!Well,its not being a great started for me,as i dont [ yet ] seem to see the greatest things happening to myself.

BUT!It is never to late to started it all over again.Right??Em..all i one is just to have the best for myself.I really hope someday something really great gonna happen to me.Insyaallah.

BUT!To make things nice and clear,for this post,i'll just updated you guys with some sweet little things that had happen to me.


XOXO .

2010 IN MEMORY.

1//Aku as a budak lepasan SPM.Baru nak kenal dunia.Jadi bermula lah ke-busy-an aku menanam anggur.


2//Dalam busy menanam segala macam jenis anggur,aku sempat make friend with Mr.FACEBOOK atau dalam bahasa malaya,En.MUKABUKU.Dia ni sangatlah famous amous.Ramai penduduk dunia nak make friend dengan dia.





3//Dalam dok waiting for the anggur,aku sempat la jugak menubuhkan YAYASAN AMAL KEBAJIKAN yang diberi nama PINKpondok.Yayasan ini bertekad untuk menjual karya handmade truly from the heart of Cik Paranoid Freak.



4//Miss Paranoid Freak telah felt so damn boring menanam anggur lalu bertekad tuk bekerja dengan seorang selebriti berjiwa besar di kedai sebesar JET dan telah mula dengan image HIJAB STYLE COVER.



5//Get the chance to sambung study kat UiTM,Perak.




6//Get to met new and some old friends.Plus aku dah ada new crush.


7//Gagahkan diri untuk belajar nombor-nombor.And final pon was not so good.But,keep on and add on the really hard work to strive for a better result next sem.



8//SHOUT AWARD


9//MAYSAA


p/s:that is not even half of my journey during the year 2010.It just part of it.Btw,alhamdulilah,2010 is quite a good year to me--->get to go new place,met new friend,happiness vs sadness,ups and down,very busy vs not so busy,cousin get married,love,family,crushes,flirting aka scandals,and etc...and I'll pray all better thing will come our way in 2011.Amin.Selamat tahun baru 2011.

IM JUST WONDERING.

*BERITA HANGAT ni..dah famous!WOW..
*cehh...bajet lawa la muka tu bila tengah wondering..perghh!


AKU JUST TERTANYA-TANYA WHAT IF?

MALAYSIAN TEAM TAK MENANG?----->ish..sial ye mulut kau ni...sorry2

Ada ke sesiapa yang akan post kat FACEBOOK atau TWITTER,
''Malaysia,I loveeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuu!''


Adakah kita semua akan ada spirit nak follow match bola sepak Malaysia yang lain if Malaysia kalah?


Adakah kita akan bangga jadi anak Malaysia?


Adakah kita akan marah jika rakyat Malaysia memantulkan sinaran Ultraman kepada pasukan negara lain?


Adakah kita akan memuji PERSATUAN BOLA SEPAK NEGARA ataupun kita akan memaki hamun diaorang sebab kalah?



Adakah kita akan jadi fan pemain sukan negara kat FACEBOOK walaupun pemain tu sememang ye bagus?


Adakah kita memang tak give any damn to Malaysian Game as all we wanted was only the PUBLIC HOLIDAY?


Adakah kita akan menjadi kaki bola yang setia bertahan selama lebih dari seminggu?


Apapun


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tahniah MALAYSIA !!!!!!!!



Keep on the super good job.Biar terus sampai WORLD CUP!

p/s:ini langsung tak ada kena mengena dengan yang hidup mahupun yang sebaliknya.Sekadar ingin melepaskan rasa curiousity aku.

BIG ROUND APPLAUSE TO THEM!

YEYYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEY!!

Wow!Malaysia menang la lol.Finally.The Suzuki AFF CUP milik kita!
p/s:nak SUZUKI SWIFT kaler kuning satu plus sekali dengan SAFEE SALI,the Malaysian Striker.HEHEHEHE

Frankly,this is my first time ever watching bola and rase sangat2 la syok gila sampai tak ingat dunia.Add on the screaming,woo-ing,saying the football terms *yang selama ni tak penah sebut pon*.YUP.That is so damn true.Aku sepanjang game tu cukup khusyuk *tak penah sekhusyuk ni* sampai begitu focus pada game tu *cehh.

Well,nak kata yang aku ni tak minat bola,minat la gak,FUTSAL pon maen pe *bajet bagus!*.But,before this aku penah la admit kat more than a person yang aku ni tak reti langsung camne nak tengok bola.Tapi,since aku started to watch a few Suzuki Cup Match espeacially yang included Malaysian' team,barulah aku tau sikit2 the right way to watch football.Eventhough,i have to admit that aku maybe prefer to watch if there are a few hot guys at the game!Ape la minah ni,TEROK!hahaha,but that is so true.
Tonight,aku rasa sangat la bangga kerana the whole Malaysia player have done a super damn good job in order to give victory to us.Dengan berbekalkan kemenangan 3-0 di Bukit Jalil,they all telah berjaya mengharungi detik 90 minit dengan jaya ye di Stadium Gelora Bung Karno,Indonesia *perghh,name stadium pon scary tul*yang turut mencemaskan semua orang including me yang amat la kecut perut tadi.Berkalung-kalung tahniah kepada team Malaysia.And aku ingin mengucapkan ucapan tahniah yang lebih sket to INCIK K.RAJAGOPAL,ABE SAFEE SALI *cehh,dh panggil abe*,MR.TAKESHI aka KHAIRUL FAHMI (cik elia pinjam name bf ek) and sape2 la yang nak ucapan terlebih ni.Lupe plak,thanks to ULTRAMAN yang kat atas tu,kerna telah membantu HARIMAU MALAYA MENGAUM DI ASIA TENGGARA SEMULA!

p/s:aku ade tak,macam pengulas sukan??hihihihi

SAYA SAYANG MALAYSIA----->statement maut x?

CE CITER...CE CITER...

Finally.

I get the chance to watch the famous HANTU KAK LIMAH went back home AND THE GANG!

Ce citer.

Nak citer le ni.

So,since aku dengar org duk heboh about this story yg dikatakan lebih famous dari Dr.Rozmey,jadi aku pon telah memasang langsir angan2 nak pi tgk citer ni.Then,aku pon together with the other rombongan pegi la menyerang pawagam yg berdekatan.

So,overall,this story telah success membuat kan aku gelak sampe tak ingat dunia.Memang funny la citer ni yang mostly mengunakan LOGHAT ORG PERAK lol!Aku pon berasa amat lah bangge jadi anak perak *cehh,poyo!

This story is about KAK LIMAH (nama sebenar kot) yg telah disangka sebagai hantu!Jadi orang KAMPUNG PISANG pon memikiokan cara2 nak selesaikan hal KAK LIMAH yg telah menakut kan the entire villager.Macam-macam ade la..yang dye org dah buat.One of the cast in this film is Awie,Delimawati and many more.

So,to sape2 yang tak tengok lagi,ape lagi,moh le ke pawagam ek!!

LOVE GEEK .

nerd with style.perhaps


P/S:I have confession.

I LOVE DORKS.



And weirdos.And misfits.Show me a muscle-bound male model,and I will turn my head towards a bespectacled,skinny,and socially awkward boy instead.I'd take Clark Kent over Superman any day.
I tend to pine for boys who have the shy charm of Weezer's River Coumo *dont ask me that*,the wit of Woody Allen,and the looks of Seth from the O.C (who,with his love of comic books,won me over far more than bad boy,Ryan).I prefer interesting conversation of geekers issues than the cool popular spoil brat issues.
I'm not all alone in my love beta males because I have my own love geek.

p/s:mesti korang pelik bin ajaib apasal la aku merepek ni.Aku DAN SEBENARNYA xtau ape yang aku merepek kan tu.HAHAHA.Actually,this thing adalah coretan yang aku tulis dlm Diary setahun yg lalu iaitu bertarikh 24th december 2009.So,aku pon tengah dok syok belek2 diary 2,were very interested with that LOVE GEEK yg kat dlm my diary 2.