LITTLE LESS DEEPER CONVERSATION PART2

Ok.Its time for me to sambung the ''dramaholic'' conversation yang tergendala a few days ago.BUT!I don't understand,why pic kat sebelah ni tetibe je muncul by no reason and tak ada kena mengena pon ngan post ni.Hairan I.Anyway,bagi je la kat that girl with spectacles tu peluang tuk to be on air kat belogsepot ni.
p/s:this conversation happen after berbalas-balas status at FB and continue with a little less chatting at FB chat room.Then it continue with this conversation.ENJOY!And aku juga telah menghighlightkan words yang aku rase very VOGUE!haha

GUY:Its ok. up 2 u. i have been waiting for a week farah. a week. juz like dat. avoid, silent ur self. ok fine. thanks again 4 ur asnwr dat i have been waiting. u juz do wut u want to do. n avoid me from ur self. i wont disturb u anymore. u no need 2 say sorry or give me a reason dat u have promise wit sum1 or wutever even i dun noe who. thanks again. nice 2 noe n FRIEND wit u FARAH.

ME:wow...is that all??the best u can say???now u r blaming all this to me...yup,sume ye salah i..yg u tau juz waiting for my answer..just that!..u noe what?i really dont want our frenship*if u anggap i ni kwn u la..*to be ended up like this..and everyday..i've been thinking what to say to u..not to give excuse..i really nk bgtau tau u the whole thing..but im afraid to do so..i dont noe why...

GUY:im not blaming on u farah. if u dun want our frenship end like dis. wut? frenship? u noe wut d really meaning of frenship? fren wont let her/his fren wait 4 d answr or wait 4 sumthng. if u say so dat u dun want to end like dis. then. tell me? wut? wut farah?? u afraid? afraid of wut farah? u afraid wit ur self? wit who u promise? u dunt afraid wit ALLAH? thnk rasional farah. u 18. not 8. u can make ur own choice. believe wit ur self. how could u do dis to me farah???

OK.Actually after his message above,I didn't gave him any reply,coz I m really2 sleepy.But then he kept waiting for my reply until he felt fed up and call me.Mula2 memang aku tak nak angkat his call.Tapi aku berani kan diri yang tak berapa nak berani ni *ceh,mentang2 la everyone dh tido* and answered him.I talk to him and tell him almost everything.Well,he quite upset and I think he is crying!!!!Entah la.Rase ye la.But maybe he is really sad of what had happened.He say he had waited for the whole week waiting for my explaination of silentness.Finally,we settle that thing *eventhough aku bagitau him yang aku tak tau what will happen after this.

THE END.

LITTLE LESS DEEPER CONVERSATION .

Ape hal la dengan tajuk kat atas 2?HAHA.Actually there are something that is happening to my during the last few week.And now aku rase terpanggil tuk share kan this thing dengan public especially dengan Cik LULA.So,what is happening.

Macam ni.

Aku since a few weeks ago,are getting closer with this guy *p/s:nothing went serious between us,and he is someone punye BF!
This thing started when aku mule call him just to ask him hang out with me at Subang Jaya.YUP!He do came to met me twice.But,after that hang-out-thing he started to texting and calling me.He started to do that more often.This thing berlarutan*cehhh,ayat!* until la aku balek ke Perak.Everything went so ok,until my mom started to realised about this.She said that it is not appropriate to be mesra with someone punye boyfriend,as he was my roomies punye boyfriend.EMM,actually there are a few of my friend that already said that I have to stop ''flirting'' with him.My mom had warned me to avoiding him and stopped be friend with him.And sebagai anak yg baik,I do follow her words.This thing had made that guy wondering and questioning himself about my silentness.

Well,to be honest,there are some other drama that ''circulate'' this incident,but,don't like feel wanna share it for this moment.But for this moment I would like to share some of the little conversation between me and him.*Thats why this entry get its tittle.

P/S:conversation ini tidak ade kena mengena dengan yang hidup mahupun yang sebalik ye.

GUY:HEY.Wuts up?Can I ask you sumthing?Wuts going on right now?Why
you juz silent and you like want to stay away from me.You dont
even give me a text.Can I ask you why?Why I'm the one who try to
find the answer?Why dont you just tell why.If you have sumthing
to say,you juz let me noe.If I'm the one who make you a problem.
Then I wont disturbing you!I dont want to be a disturbing person
and annoying guy to you.If u still dont give me the answer,dis
will be my last msg to u.Go on wif ur life and be urself.Always
be carefull.Study for ur future n u'll find sumone that can love
and take good care of u.Assalamualaikum.
ME:I dont gave any text to him.I just jawab salam dye dlm hati
------------->waalaikummussalam.


.............ngntuk la..sambung nnt la............

BAD BLOGGER AWARD .

*time dikir barat
*fooling around at the sri iskandar town
*PERSIK family day
*Adila's 18th birthday


*My dinner night!
YUP.I guess I deserved it.

I've been busy.Really,really buzy.*perghh---->what a lame excuse!
No time to update and also for the last 7 month,I have no time to open up this belog!

BTW,guest what?Aku dah berjaya habiskan part Satu dgn jaya ye*jaya la sgt*..tak sangka dah abis part satu (sem 1).On January nanti aku dah masuk part dua plak.YEY!Ade junior part one.Tapi,dye orang sebaya ngn aku la.PERGHH!BTW,A lot has happened time aku kat UiTM sepanjang the whole 6 months kat sana.I've learned a lot about the thing that before this I don't even know about QUANTITATIVE SCIENCE.Its not as easy as it sounds*eventhough sometimes people find it quite difficult to pronouns it*Well, actually tak ada satu pon course yg senang.Semua ye ade up and down.Don't ever dream to get a course that you can just duduk and goyang kaki je tau.Memang tak ada!

But,I've made a lot of mistake during my learning process kat sana.Tak bersungguh-sungguh,malas,banyak main,bla..bla..you name it!Tula,serve you right FASHA.Tu yang rase regret sikit.HMMM..I'll work harder when I'm in part two nanti.INSYAALLAH.

Memang plan bile dah end of semester nak snap picture banyak2,but,cam tal sempat je.Tp,ade la gak a few.Yang ade pon gambar family day,dinner and a few yg time kat kolej.

Last but not least,part one do gave me a lot of something to learn,think and do better next time.

Its hard to say...

I really,kena,terpaksa,have to,should,harus...you name it..as I'm going to futher my studies!But i'll be back to continue my art at pinkpondok.

My One and Only PinkPondok

dear miss lullaJ
well..
the picture above are some of my art
the picture of pinkpondok through my glasses
i really hope someday
i will be able to build a real pinkpondok

that create good handmade art
now all i have was a ITly version of pinkpondok
http://pinkpondok.blogspot.com/?spref=tw

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they had attacked the fotilla ship.
please save gaza from them.